God's Amazing!!

I'm amazed at how good God is. Over the last several months it has been very clear how God has been working in my life and in my relationship with Josh. Planning this wedding has been no different. It's amazing how many details God has worked out. When I first told people that I was getting married in two months, most reactions indicated that two months is a short time in order to get a wedding together. It's honestly been pretty okay though and I'm pretty sure I could have had it ready in about 4-5 weeks. The most stressful thing was setting the date and once that got set things have just seemed to fall into place.

There is no doubt in my mind that God's hand has been in the details of my life. Sometimes I wonder why God has been so good to me because I definitely don't deserve it. He has been faithful in times when I have not. He's been patiently waiting there in the moments when I have walked away. He has loved me unconditionally in the times when my actions aren't very loving towards Him. I would be the first to say I don't know why God has blessed me so much recently. I don't know why he blessed me with a future husband that is the perfect compliment to me, that loves me and loves God. I've had a job that has been a huge blessing to me (even on the stressful days). I've been blessed with parents that love me and would do anything for me.

If there is anything that could come out of all the ways God has been working in my life or all the details He has worked out I would hope it would be that others can see how good God really is. I could never have worked my life out by myself. At times in my life things have not gone how I wanted them to or planned them to and that was devastating in those moments. Despite this God was still there and He helped me through these times. If any of those things in my past were different than I might not be where or who I am today. If I had gone down a different path than I might not have Josh in my life. I'm thankful that God's plans for me are so much better than any I could ever come up with. No matter what the future holds, even if something does not go the way I want it to, I will choose to trust God because of all that he has brought me through. To God be the glory, honor and praise for anything good that comes from my life.